what i want to write about i can't write here

I feel so stressed with everything that's going on. Most of it is good so I will enjoy it eventually but right now it feels like chaos. If I smoke weed I just get sleepy, paranoid, or forgetful. Its the most accessible solution but it doesn't quite cut it.

There's nothing like

enjoying delicious food and kind company. Really can't think of a better way to relax than to sit around laughing and stuffing my mouth with yumminess. Been doing more and more cooking and eating lately and its goooood.

I slept and slept and slept

and now I can barely wake up.
I've been working like a maniac for months just catching sleep where ever I can. I'm a great fan of naps but I just needed to sleep until I couldn't sleep anymore. So:

I went to sleep last night around midnight,

woke up around 8am this morning, peed and drank some water, went back to bed.

Got up at 12:30pm, wet my crazed hair down and brushed my teeth, walked the dogs, peed, went back to bed.

Woke up at 3:40pm, ate left over salmon pasta salad and drank water, peed, went to back to bed.

Woke up at 5:20pm, laid in bed, got up and peed, got a cupcake out of the fridge, ate the cupcake in bed, went back to sleep.

Woke up at 7pm, laid in bed, made 1 phone call from in bed,crawled out of bed, rubbed 2 dog bellies, peed.

I think I'm gonna go lay down....